Christmas Eve 2022

The festivity grows as the children squeal in joy;

yet, I feel all alone as there is nobody to play with.

They made me so happy and we all talked and hugged

But now they’re all gone…as if it was a myth.

After school, I went to them and boy was it fun.

Now it’s all just laying on my bed, crying myself to sleep.

Best day ever, but how much sadness did I clear?

Why shall it come back to me as if it’s something to keep?

It’s like if I have no more purpose, waiting to rot and die.

They left me and now I am here to tell all my thoughts.

For I am now just a hunk of junk just waiting to die off.

I like daydream about hurting myself with nothing left but “sauce”.

Well I guess we’re at the end now, time to watch tv!

Not that it would make me forget the mental scars.

Goodbye earth and goodbye world! Have your very own fun.

For me, it’s best to walk outside and get hit by some cars…

Merry Christmas Eve